My husband and I decided that this was the year we were going to start our family. We had both agreed that there would be no pressure and I would just go off the pill. We had agreed if we got pregnant great, and if not we were happy anyway... This is month one with no baby to be. How is it I have turned from feeling "meh" in the kiddo portion of my life, to "I want it and I want it now"?
And this is only month one.
I hear it is very normal to be waiting a few months after going off the pill before conceiving and yet with this month being torture, wondering when and if I am preggers every moment of every day, I don't see two more months of me being able to stand the anticipation, let alone any longer than that...
I think of all the women wanting and waiting for momma hood and know one month is really nothing compared to what women all over the world are going through but I cant help feeling a little disappointed that our time isn't now...
About Me
- taraclarkesmith
- I feel and think a lot and know the concepts I keep mulling over are worth sharing.... I've also tried again and again to commit to blogging but find myself getting stuck on putting thought and feel to words that fully and succinctly take you on the journey with me without getting us both lost along the way. Full disclosure, while I am writing these blogs, I am also leaning on chat GBT to help me put together the word journey that is easier for you to follow.... Maybe everyone is doing it? Maybe its cheating... Either way, this is where I'm at.
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